Well it has been such a long time I don't write any posting here..

This time I want to express what I feel right now which I can't tell anyone except I myself about it..

Everyone knows that love will come to everyone, but in fact not all of it will go on on the right way.
Fall in love is such kind of beautiful thing but on the other hand it can be a weapon which can kill you inside.
This kind of weird feeling attacks me everyday. I've tried to erase everything about him, but in the end I can't spend a day without thinking of him.. That's sound crazy huh??

Well, I can't understand what a hell is going on. I know the feeling isn't as strong as before but he comes to disturb or.. I can't say disturb, he jut comes and it makes me think about him again.. I wanna scream out to his face that I hate him and why he have to appear again after he disappeared in such long time and make me tired and crazy about it. I've decided to forget him.. but all is broken when he comes.. I hate him so much. I can't tell why.. I can't say this is his fault. I even blame myself who is the only one who cause all of this. I..... I hate when I miss him. I hate when I wanna see his image. What I just want is I can forget him wholeheartedly....

I hate you "M" ;'( T.T